Oh, hey, whats going on with you there? From where is that hesitation? Why are you willing to give up now, just because u failed once or twice? This is not a reason. You need to go and fight. You will achieve your goal. Sooner or later, you will achieve it, but you need to go and fight, push, fight for yours. It does not matter that everything around is against you. The most important thing is that you have the will to win here. That matters. Everyone can achieve goal, doesnt matter if one or the other, but you need to go and fight. So now you have 3 seconds to shake off, tell yourself "okay basta", fist on the table, I go forward and achieve my goal. Yo.